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Why do dreams take us back to childhood?

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Have you ever woken up feeling like you’ve just been somewhere else? Not just a vague, fading dream—but a place you recognize . A place that feels like it belongs to you, even if you can’t fully explain why, it is just vividly captured. Yesterday’s nap, I flew back to my childhood. Short, only ~1.5 hours, yet heartwarming. *** I was walking along a narrow sidewalk for pedestrians, the kind that forces you to turn your shoulders slightly just to pass through. It was crowded—too crowded. People sat on low stools, eating from small tables set up beside pickup trucks turned into makeshift food stalls. The air felt busy, noisy, alive. I kept bumping into people as I walked. There was barely any space to move. It should have been uncomfortable, even irritating for my current version risking the panic attack—but it wasn’t. It felt familiar, nostalgic, and old comfort. Like waiting after school, buying cheap street food and snacks sold near the entrance gate of the school, watching the sky dar...

Cdrama review: Twelve Letters (十二封信)

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大家好!好久不见! Dalam rangka manifesting agar suatu saat bisa berkelana dengan skill komunikasi yang fluent ke negeri paman Xi Jinping, w belajar bahasa Mandarin lewat drachin. LOLS. So here I'm about to yapping one of my favorite Chinese drama I watched lately: Twelve Letters (十二封信). Twelve Letters (2025), dir: Sha Weiqi • Casts : Zhou Yiran, Wang Jinglu, Zheng Hehuizi, Ren Youlun • Genre : angst, mellow slice of life, fantasy scifi time travel, suspense crime ( these are   my comfort genre ) • Episodes : 12 ( preferable untuk w yang kurang suka drama >20 eps ) • Platforms :  WeTV, Viki, Tencent Nonton ini karena terpelet oleh kharisma Zhou Yiran (ZYR) di dramanya yang 'When I Fly Towards You' (WIFTY). When I Fly Towards You (2023), dir: Mao Deshu ZYR face card really reminds me of my ultimate bias in NCT, the one and only king Lee Taeyong, no wonder w bisa kepelet ʚ♡⃛ɞ(ू•ᴗ•ू❁) ZYR looked so damn cute in WIFTY aaakkh!! ◝(⑅•ᴗ•⑅)◜..°♡ but I wanted to see his other acting skills...

LIVING MY OWN DREAM (pt. 3) : IELTS test at IDP Bandung

On Sunday 27th November 2022, I took my first IELTS test at IDP Education Bandung. On Monday, 16 January 2023, I took my second test at the same place. Here is the location : Jl. Naripan No.24A, Kb. Pisang, Kec. Sumur Bandung, Kota Bandung, Jawa Barat 40112 What did I prepare on the D-1 (besides the language materials)? I checked the location of IDP building on Google Maps to enable me to calculate the duration I need to take from my homestays ( I stayed at Bobobox and my cousin's house, thankyou Cici Diana for accommodating me ). By doing this, I also could predict which one the building is, so I wouldn't get lost. I read people's sharing experiences on the personal blogs who have taken the test at IDP Bandung, so I could predict how good the service of the staff. I prepared an appropriate outfit. I wear a sweater, denim trousers, and sneakers. No accessories including a watch. I think it was the comfiest outfit for me because all of the things we wear will be s...

LIVING MY OWN DREAM (pt. 2) : IELTS preparation

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“ Why learning IELTS is so stressful even though I have learned English since I was a kid? ”. That was my daily thought during the practice and indeed yes it is sooo difficult. But trust me, the stressful feelings we have right now caused by the difficulty when we study are much more enjoyable than the stressful feelings we encounter in the future when we waste the opportunity to study. relatable yah shayyyy ;((   Now I'll tell you my own recipe to tackle my IELTS target band in 2 trials. First things first, maybe in general, the formula is balancing the spiritual and physical connection. Please remember “ ora et labora ”, pray and work. But I would say that I am the one with the exception who have a 𝗯𝗶𝗴 𝗽𝗿𝗶𝘃𝗶𝗹𝗲𝗴𝗲 by being accepted in the Bridging Course program as a fresh graduate (you can read more on the previous post). Other friends might not as lucky as me because they have to pay a very expensive price for the IELTS courses and tests which only be val...

LIVING MY OWN DREAM (pt. 1) : Bridging Course program

 Holla! A couple of days ago, I just applied for my student visa at the Belgium Embassy in Jakarta. While waiting for the visa will be granted, I am reflecting on my progress to this moment, then I realized there have been many ups and downs which construct who I am today. I am soooo happy that the days I always had dreamt and prayed a year ago, I have been living right now. Praise the Lord, thank you Jesus Christ, glory to Your name! God is good all the time. In order to record my master's pursuit journey until I get accepted into 5 universities as well as 2 scholarships, thus I made this post. I hope some of you who might be interested to take a master's study with a scholarship can be strengthened to pursue your own dream. You are not alone and your door will be opened soon as well, just keep going. Trust me even though this journey is undoubtedly uneasy but it's worth it! So here is the list of content I'll mention in this post(s) : • Bridging Course, the super dupe...

review webtoon: SEASONS OF BLOSSOM pt. 2

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review webtoon: 'ORANGE MARMALADE' THAT WILL WARM YOUR HEART

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